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Two years ago I had told myself that if nothing got better I would kill myself. My self-imposed deadline came and went quietly without much notice. I’d almost forgotten about it completely and it turned out I’m still here. Sharing something like this is reflexively cringe, so bear that weight with me for a moment.… Continue reading This Year Was Supposed To Be My Last

What is the purpose of an experience, specifically one that isn’t convenient? Do we all come unto this Earth within these bodies and possess the immeasurable capabilities of an intangible consciousness just to flex on our mammalian ancestors? Okay, cool, we evolved to think beyond survival and fucking. Now what. Lately I’m finding myself being… Continue reading avoidance is killing us all

Lately, all I can think about is time passing. Time feels shorter and shorter every year. I think about the fact that I am the youngest I’ll ever be every single day, and not in a vain way. I don’t hate myself like I used to. It’s not like I believe youth is beauty, I… Continue reading face to face

I know everyone and their moms love to post those long sappy posts about what they learned by the end of the year, etc., but historically I tend to avoid that. Maybe because I don’t reflect hard enough on my lessons or maybe I just don’t want to sound self-important. But, this year was fucking… Continue reading wtf was 2024